22 April 2013

mi identidad


Before choosing to participate in this program, I considered the potential impact I could have in Chile. It’s easy to forget this, however, while consumed by life’s happenings.  Each day is filled with trials and triumphs. Going through the motions sometimes feels more machine than human.  As a culture, we tend to focus more on the goal than the journey, which is unfortunate because appreciating those steps along the way is what reminds us of our original intentions and motivates us to continue down the appropriate path.  This week I realized the significance of my role here.  And what a week this has been.     


There are a few class periods during which I have a break, but since I’d rather not go home and return quickly after, I stay at the liceo to help my co-teachers.  On Monday, while helping in the 4ºA class (I’ll explain the school/course level system later), a student asked me the significance of the “N” word.  This is such a sensitive subject in our culture, but I had to remind myself that these students have no background knowledge or history to associate with the word and that tip-toeing around a description in order to make it politically correct would not provide them with an answer. So I answered honestly. To the best of my ability.  And I gave thanks to the fact that the small group of students who asked me was among the “best” in the school, and where mature enough to understand. 


The following day, I went to school feeling down.  Partially as a result of the news I had been reading (which I think we can all agree was especially depressing this past week…the conflict in North Korea, the bombings in Boston, floods in the Midwest, the Chilean Minister of Education being impeached…), partially because of the weather, and partially because I was feeling discouraged about the language barrier I face every day… I walked to my classroom feeling sluggish, but as soon as my students walked into the room full of energy, and started reciting the date and singing the alphabet in English, without my help, I was suddenly revived.  They were making remarkable improvements and it was evident now more than ever!  These students are more excited about English and they are trying and they are learning! 


At English Club this week, I was excited to find that the attendance had climbed yet again. From 13, to 18, to 20 students! For an academic-related after-school activity at the high school level, I may say this is impressive. In honor of La semana de la convivencia escolar, we decided to make posters with inspirational quotes in English to post in the hallways.  The crowd favorite was one from Salvador Dalí:

“Intelligence without ambition is a bird without wings.”


 they love coloring


 working hard, as always


 they look tougher than they are


an example of their finished products


On Wednesday afternoon, my head teacher and I traveled to another city for an English Teacher Network meeting. It was nice to meet other teachers in the area who are excited to share ideas on methodology and motivating students. They asked me to give a mini workshop on teaching techniques and classroom activities at our meeting next month. I can’t wait to share my ideas and tips!


Thursday was an exciting day at the liceo. We had our second annual cicletada (bike-a-thon…we toured the city recreationally on our bicycles).  Students and teachers who signed up to participate got out of class at 3:30pm to ride their bikes around town on a designated route. The P.E. teachers organized the event to promote recreational fitness activity.  There were around 100 participants, including 5 teachers and 1 lunch lady.  I had a lot of fun discovering more of the city and speaking with students that I don’t have the opportunity to work with in class.


 getting ready to begin


I met with my English debate team after school. I was worried because we have such little time to prepare, but these students are strong and they have a passion for learning. I am confident that these individuals will succeed in their endeavors after they graduate this year and I plan to keep in contact with them. I want to win, so they have something to show for their efforts. And I hope that I don’t let the down.


Friday was El día de la convivencia esolar, a day in which we celebrate the school’s values and students promote good citizenship. What this means for teachers is that class ends at 11:30am and the students go to their home-room where they complete activities organized by their head teacher. I was invited to 4ºD to discuss the topic “bullying.”  I had anxiety all week in anticipation for this moment—excitement for the opportunity to speak on that I am passionate about, but fear for not being able to clearly present my message in Spanish…after the designated activities, I wandered around the school taking photos of students, teachers, and their work.


 artwork from the students in 1º medio


 teachers collaborating 


 artwork from 7º básico


 Miss Elizabeth (my head teacher) and I pulled a student into our photo because he was nearby


 the liceo 


the banner that 4º medio made for the day


After school, I went to the Registro Civil (Chile’s version of a DMV) to pick up my carnet de identidad. The woman knew my name and was so excited to give me my card (because I am the first ever foreigner in Loncoche to have a carnet de identidad) that I didn’t even have to wait in line! Leaving the office, students began shouting to me from the plaza. Naturally, I then felt compelled to go talk to them. I showed my new ID and they were equally as happy for me as I was. 


At home, I explained to my host mom that I had been invited to go out of town with one of the other teachers for the evening.  I asked her what she was going to do without me and she responded saying that she is now accustomed to me being here so she would probably cry in my absence.  She then told me that she needs to find me a Chilean boyfriend so I can get married and stay here. The problem with this is that I know she’s serious. haha…


This week I was reminded of how much I have to do and how much I have already done. I discovered the importance of my role here and feel driven to fulfill my duty to this community.  

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